Do you ever think you hurt my feelings? Do you think that leaving me out, and ignoring me hurts? Because it does, it really does. I know I can be annoying, I know I am imperfect, but aren’t we all? You hurt me, you really do. Exclusion hurts.

My last term at PSU, in one of my Comm Classes (where I met Smash!) I did my term paper on mobbing – and I know we aren’t coworkers, but that is what this feels like.

All I want to know is, what did I do? Why am I not good enough for you anymore?

I know you’ll probably never read this, because doing so would force you to realize that I am really here, but I needed to get this off my chest.

That’s all.

Damn you ‘N Sync, and damn you automatic shuffle on my iPod. Becuase that is the song that is in my head. Oh well, much better than the Copa Cababna Catastrophe of last week. Side note – I did manage to get that stuck in the head of most of Team MarCom. LOVE IT!

Okay, that’s all…Off to Green Beers with Kathina…

What did I do last night, you ask? Well, you may think that I stayed at home watching American Idol, but you are wrong! I went out with some former coworkers to this fancy pants bar to see another former coworker’s band play. They were delightful. Even more delightful was the fine food I ate – all I have to say is BACON WRAPPED JALAPENO POPPERS. And, I am in love. LOVE. Then, off to Papa Haydn with Robert and Kathy (aforementioned former coworkers), where we shared two AMAZING desserts. Shame on me for not bringing my camera so you could all see the loveliness that now resides in my tummy. But, because I love you all dearly ,this is what I ate: Georgian Peanut Butter Mousse – Peanut butter mousse layered over chocolate buttermilk cake, encased in milk chocolate ganache.

Needless to say, I missed my bedtime by TWO HOURS. Anyway, when I arrived home I was severly pissed off to find that Kevin Covais, herein referred to as little twerp, had not been voted off American Idol. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU AMERICA???

Okay, on to this morning. I woke up, and somehow this freaking cold I have had for 6 days is now worse. How can this be happening to me? So, to make myself feel better, I went to Starbucks to get a giant coffee. I had probably 5 sips of this superb caffeine drink before I arrived at my local transit center. As I parked my fine German automobile, I picked up my coffe and proceeded to spill it all over myself and my leather seats. DAY RUINED.

And, now, I am sulking. That’s all folks.