But, I really think I might be going through premature menopause. Seriously. I have been so moody lately (stop laughing), and have had a ton of trouble sleeping, and a lot of other things are wacky. But, the clincher is, I have seriously been having these hot flashes every night. Also, I am waking up sopping wet from sweating.

I started thinking the moodiness was because my Effexor isn’t working. And, I truly do want to get off of it, but now with the other stuff, I don’t know. I am going to call my doctor first thing in the morning. I know I should have done this before, but, I am a procrastinator.

ON ANOTHER NOTE:

CSI is weirding me out. First, Grissom and Sara, now this whole Catherine mess? Doing her own rape kit, then her daughter getting kidnapped. I say, bring back Nick’s pseudo-mustache and get it over with.

Other TV show thoughts – Kidnapped is freaking awesome! Not sure about Brothers and Sisters yet, I’ll pass judgement after one more episode.

Hmmm, oh, Project Runway – Will DIE a painful death if Michael does not win. Will die and even more painful death if Jeffrey wins. That’s all.

Oh, and yes, tomorrow is supposed to be my flight to Hawaii, but it is not. Poo Poo on that. And, yes, I am being mature. Instead, I will plant Tulip bulbs, go to the library, and have Happy Hour with Carrie somewhere. Then, this weekend, Zane and I will spend the $100 Gift Card we got to Crate and Barrel for our housewarming from Ashleigh. Hurray! First, we thought we’d get something big, like a bar type thingy to store wine in. But, now I think we’ll get a bunch of little stuff.

I really don’t want to go to bed with my hair wet, but I think I’ll take a cold shower and see how that feels.

Sheesh. So much going on.

First of all, my Fantastic Hawaii Vacation has been cancelled. That’s right. CANCELLED. Icky icky poo is what that is. Zane’s working some large deal at work and so he has to be in town.

Hopefully we’ll be able to make up for it with a trip to Cancun in November or so.

Last Saturday was our Housewarming Party – my official photographer has not sent the pictures yet, but hopefully there are some good ones. It was really fun, and we got some awesome gifts. I always feel like such a bad hostess, I don’t feel like I talked to everyone for long enough, but word is, everyone had a great time.

And, Zane’s mom was here all last week – she’s delightful and we had a great time antiquing and shopping, etc. But, it’s hard to have houseguests for that long. Especially because I was hardcore PMSing.

I have a job interview tomorrow – and I really hope that this one pans out. It’s really hard to not have anywhere to go during the day, or an actual job to do. I’ve got the Pampered Chef thing on the side, but I think that’s more for fun than an actual career. There is no way possible I can make what I used to make. And, I just feel like being out of the house on a regular basis will improve the relationship of Zane and I. Fingers Crossed!

And, now, after this measly post, I am getting a glass of wine. Cause, damnit! I had my braces adjusted today and they HURT! Only 6 more months of this.

HOLY SHIT!!!

Did you know my Oregon Ducks beat Oklahoma yesterday? What an amazing game. Now, I wish I could post photos but, I am far too hungover to do so. Too much tailgating yesterday. Time for my nap.

I Love Love Love the Ducks!!! YAY!!

P.S. I love the ducks!